Hi, I’m Lauren — or as many know me, LK — the heart behind The Botanical Hummingbird (and the hands behind LK2MANTIS).

In my thirties, I’ve been rediscovering what it means to grow — not just in career or goals, but into who I want to be: self-aware, creative, and joyful. After years of pouring everything into work, I realized I had made my job my identity. Somewhere along the way, I lost touch with the curious, imaginative, and endlessly creative version of myself that existed before responsibility took over.

That said, it’s not always easy. I’m an introvert and a homebody at heart — I recharge best in my own space, usually with a blanket, a game, or a quiet moment to myself. But that also means I sometimes slip into isolation, doom scrolling or sinking into the couch instead of doing the things that actually fill my cup. I’m learning to find balance again — to choose what keeps me engaged, inspired, and genuinely joyful.

Growth isn’t a straight line, and rediscovery often looks like giving yourself grace and starting again… and again. Trust me, I’ve been trying since 2020. (I even bought this domain in 2019 and have rebuilt this site more times than I can count!) But this year, I’m taking it seriously. If you choose to follow along, I’ll be sharing the more intimate pieces of my journey — how I got here, what I’ve learned, the coping tools that help me, and the ways I’m learning to love and grow on my own terms.

This space is where all those parts of me meet again. I write about healing, mindfulness, and everyday growth — but I also dive into cozy gaming, food, and the small routines that make life feel grounded and full. Whether it’s a comfort recipe, a mental-health reflection, or a game that feels like a warm hug for the soul, everything here ties back to one intention: to heal, grow, and live more intentionally — one day, one small joy, at a time.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re rebuilding yourself or trying to live in a way that finally feels authentic — welcome. You’re right where you need to be.